It hurts to hear you say the provocative words,
the prelude to a fight that I dont care much for.
You used to hold me closely and tell me the ways of the world,
But now we’re strangers, aren’t we?

Can’t you tell me what changed?
The words I hear speak thousands
ambiguous meanings, hurtful outcomes.
Can’t you just hold me like you used to?

Dont raise your voice, dont say such things,
I swear to god I didn’t mean any harm. I only care
The more you speak, the more the meaning from my life drains
my smile fades. I forget what happiness was to me.
Happiness in love? the true safety and warmth of his embrace.

Oh god, why can’t we go back to how things once were?
a time of love and devotion?
but my futile attempts prove useless. to lose myself to the darkness
bitterness of tears. and even the purest of hearts can give in to the dark.

Your dreams and ambitions lead me out into the blue,
I’m a child again, depending and falling into you.
Hold my hand tightly, please never let go,
teach me the secrets of your life, what nobody can know.

I call out to you and feel through the darkness in hope to catch your scent
brush my hand to your skin to tell you "sweetie I’m sorry" and kiss you until my time is spent.
Forgive my eyes for betraying, my fingertips for deceiving my love,
Though remember that I shall be the one, your angel from above.

And so AT has a shot of being emo

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All I wanted to do was eat my ‘dan dan noodles’
But fate was just so darn cruel.
You see the water was lukewarm, just not hot enough,
walking there and back for nothing… my poor dan dan noodles.

I’d been looking forward to my dan-dans, with their little peas and sweetest corn!
But the stringy noodles didn’t separate and divide for me to eat.
So all I do is mourn.

But Sammy was there for me, with his great big Granny smith,
handing it to me with such delight, I held it and I sniffed.
"Dan dan" I quoth and chomped the spotted fruit,
it burned my tongue with it’s flavoury goodness, when I finished I gave it the boot.

So here I am writing, about my beloved dan dans.
Sitting in the bin of the innovation room,
gimmie more, for the apple is poisonous from sam.

A poem which is part of a story I’ve written. I like it so I thought I’d stick it here even though it is incredibly shorter than usual. It was meant to be brief, like the characters life.
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A While longer:

Love a little longer,
Live the life I lead.
Give me a kiss goodbye,
Your touch is all I need.

Our tomorrows become memories,
the passion is in the past.
Toss aside the pleasentries
‘Cause our time is fading fast.

So when I leave, I beg of you;
Love a little longer
live the life I lead
Give me one last kiss goodbye
your touch is all I need.

We try to say goodbye but keep saying hello and kiss, make up - seems we never were apart
The moments of weakness has been overcome by strength over and over,
but now I’ve gotten into a bind from which I can never be released.
So save me and maybe we can compromise?

I open my mouth to speak kind words,
but all I hear is venom and it hurts.
I wish I could just take you to heaven
just to stop our two worlds colliding.

It won’t be pretty when we wake up beside each other,
the dawn breaks outside and battles to the inside.
The light shines on my dark sadistic memory.
If you were God I wouldn’t hesitate to fall at your knees and struggle
to get your power.

I open my mouth to speak kind words,
but all I hear is venom and it hurts.
I wish I could just take you to heaven
just to stop our two worlds colliding.

I couldn’t see and you guided me through the everlasting lies
But the truths seem to be far more bitter to the taste,
I keep you near to keep the pain as far away from my heart
I wonder if you ever recoiled inside when you kissed me?
Did you ever need I and realise that you missed me?

I open my mouth to speak kind words,
but all I hear is venom and it hurts.
I wish I could just take you to heaven
just to stop our two worlds colliding.

Just realise that I only keep you close to keep us apart deep down inside in my heart.